Who Can I Be

Late at night as i lay in bed,
As many thoughts rush through my head,
I think about the weak and strong,
I question all the right from wrong,

I wonder who could i really be,
I think of what’s gotten into me,
I hang out with the entirely wrong crowd,
All these thoughts i am thinking out loud,

What is this life i am in?
My head is now beginning to spin,
I pace my room without a sound,
Walking in circles round and round,

All these questions i have to ask,
I can never finish a single task,
My heart is beating really fast,
Asking myself will this really last

Nothing i do feels like it’s right,
Even though i am very bright,
Why does it feel this way?,
The exact same thing every day

So here i am thinking in my head,
All the negative things i’ve said,
This is not the real me,
It definitely cannot be

Sitting here thinking for a while,
I find myself beginning to smile,
All these emotions i have to express,
Letting go of all this stress,

Sitting here in the rain,
Feeling all of this pain,
Like a flower i begin to wilt,
Holding onto all this guilt,

While falling asleep i begin to cry,
Thinking about how hard i try,
As I am beginning to find my way,
I think who am i today

Thinking about all the nights i cried,
Holding all these feelings inside,
Now getting all them off my chest,
Doing good, only hoping for the best,

My life is like a story told,
My heart is something that i hold,
It’s not something on my sleeve,
As many things as i achieve

I think about all the positive things,
Hurt feels like a big bee sting,
Life isn’t something I can find in a tree,
It’s only what’s inside of me

Late at night as i lay in bed,
All these thoughts rushing through my head,
I no longer think about the weak and strong,
Nor do i question the right from wrong.

ज्यान प्यारो मेरो भन्दा तिम्रो मलाई

तिम्रा प्रत्यक शब्द शब्द मिठो लाग्छ मलाई
किनहो किन तिम्रो रिसले पनि खुशीको अनुभव हुन्छ मलाई
यी शब्दकोष बाट शब्द सबै हराय पनि
तिम्रो बयान गर्ने शब्दको खाचो पर्दैन जस्तो लग्छ मलाई

After Long time i m!

Where shall i start from! This is long time i haven't post any thing in my blog. Sometime i use my blog just for review. Today i m going to start new version of my self 2.0 extended. This is humorous but there is my future standing and i m waiting for that time where i have to pack off.

क्रान्तिकारी

क्रान्ति देशले माग्दैन देशको लागि क्रान्ति गर्नु पर्छ, समयले क्रान्ति गर्न सिकाउछ क्रान्ति समयको माग हो र म समयको माग पुरा गर्ने क्रान्तिकारी, एक सच्चा देशभक्ति क्रान्तिकारी |

what true love feels like

I want to know what true love feels like,
the cant eat,
cant sleep,
jump over the moon,
world series kind of love.
and i want it with you.
i want to hear you say it when your ready,
when its the right time,
when you cant handle it anymore and you just
have to say it.., when nothing can stop you.
when time stands still,
and everything becomes crystal clear,
when you know its the God honest truth...

thats when i want to hear it. 

Sweet Love of Mine

I know it hasn't been long since I last saw you my dear,
But to me it feels as long as five hundred year.
I miss you to the point I am loosing all sanity,
There has to be an end to all this calamity.

I think of you every second and every breath,
For you I would stare even into the face of death.
To kiss your lips is to taste the sweetness of love,
And it brings forth feelings from the heavens above.

To look into your eyes is to gaze into the sky,
So beautiful with the stars and the heavens inside.
To see your smile is to see the divine,
This poem is for you, sweet love of mine.

I'm Sorry..................................!!!!!!!!!

Sorry, I’m so sorry,
Sorry for making you mad,
Sorry for everything I said,
Sorry for lying to you.
Sorry, I’m so sorry;
Sorry if I disappointed you,
Sorry if I hurt you,
Sorry for everything.
Sorry, I’m so sorry;
Sorry that I liked you,
Sorry that you did,
Sorry for turning in to a which.
Sorry, I’m so sorry;
Sorry that I loved you,
Sorry that you didn’t,
Sorry [...]

I Love My Family

love my family with my hold heart.
My love is Joy to love my family
Family is sad and happy and love.
Family is fun and painful and pretty.
My family is like all families we have
love and we have happiness and tears
I love my hold family
My family is like angels who fly in sky
I am grateful that I have family that loves
me.
My family are kind and nice and fun to be
around
My family is painful like all familys are and
heart breaking and Evil sometimes
My family is heart breaking and deadly like
everyone else
Hey I can't stop loving my family not matter what
it coats in the family.
Way my family is just makes me want have family
with someone be as good as they are.
But God know I love my family
and our love is great to have in life
and even know they leave he world they still
a live in my hearts.                                                                     

To My Heart's Keeper

Amorous pools sable and deep
Set lightly upon lustrous smile
Thy moonlit skin my heart doth keep
Stow’d away upon distant isle
Evermore to serve thy desire
Thy will my own ‘till I retire

A word, a phrase, to part thy lips
If only a whisper received
Force unmatched by one thousand ships
Seraphic design ‘ways believed
Speak unto my eternal soul
And place it under thy control